Negative Energy - Part 1

Have you ever woken up and the first thought that comes to your head is “human beings are not just worth the stress” and you hiss so loudly and decide how to cut people off, how to start afresh, how to give less, how to be scarce, etc I can go on and on. This was me on Thursday morning. I thought about varnishing for a while and coming back with so much energy. I had these imaginary thoughts of walking and having a car explode behind me looool (that diva kind of thing) but nooo it was still Thursday and I was definitely not walking in front of a car.

I was so down that I refused to have any conversation. Do you know why? Because I was ashamed to have the conversation with anyone.

I have come to realize that we bottle up a lot of emotions not because we won’t be heard but because we are ashamed to let it out. We feel we shouldn’t be in that position in the first place. We feel we had let our guards down and so we tuck in the emotions like an outfit and walk away. Sounds like the most logical thing to do right but guess what an Explosion is coming!!!!